OK… I’m going to ask you to listen very carefully. I’m going to be real straight forward here and I don’t want you to think there is any underlying feelings here so take this word for word. The second worst thing you could do to me is not talk to me. The absolute worst thing you could do to me is not talk to me because u think I’m mad at …showed first 75 words of 785 total…

…showed last 75 words of 785 total…to put any stress on you. I just don’t want you to just forget about me. That is my biggest fear! And I know you know why. I’m not mad. I’m not elated either but I’m not mad… at you anyway. Maybe there was something I could have done different… I don’t know. I guess ill never know. Nothing but love girl and hopefully ill talk to u later. Steve